OK,
Im in a relationship that is something between the best thing in the world and a nightmere
why? First, he's a very very kind person, that Im very fond of, and he wants to give me all the freedom in the world.. But this makes it all worse, i think, because then i never know when i hurt him or not. I meet guys, I hug them and talk with them and. sometimes more
And he understands. It's just one thing I cant tell... when I gets feelings for them, or start maybe thinks others are better
It is very difficult too, cause Im afraid to get hurt, and my Bf is moving away for 3 years this autumn. So relationships depresses me, because.. you cant get rid of the longing for freedom, or the feeling of guilt