the wonder years - i dont like who i was then
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G3Z3IQqKbdQ
another pa band just killing it
the words:
"Tossed around like sea glass and you rounded out my edges
I’ll feel better when the headaches go away
I got a scar across my forehead turning purple in the cold from a night at Shore Memorial
I was 16 and afraid
Turned away
like I’m working baby face out of Mid-South in the ‘80s
I kept a blade hidden in my wrist tape
I think I’m growing into someone you could trust
I wanna shoulder the weight until my back breaks
I want to run until my lungs give up
If I could manage not to f*** this up, I think enough is enough
Hidden in the tall grass in the naked light of day
I put my past-self in the ground
I’ve been dancing on the grave
I’m not the person that I was then
I’m tearing him away
I was bitter
I was careless
I was 19 and afraid
but you deserved more from me
I don’t know why I would say those things
You deserved more from me and I’m trying every day
You left me walking in circles
You were a shot in the dark
You were the baby teeth I buried
You were the sounds of distant cars
You left me walking in circles
You were a shot in the dark
You were the banner that says “No One” that I tattooed across my heart
you left me walking in circles
You were a shot in the dark
You’re scattered like ashes across every song that I write
You’re where the light pollution starts