LISTEN TO ME ANDY
ANDY - LISTEN
I'm NOT not being nasty to you. I like you (I've got loads of fond memories of your posts). BUT you MUST love yourself more. Andy Rouke is nothing compared to what you can be....you are obviously a well intentioned person, but people get sick of your selfish sounding posts. Give up on Andy R - he is a self centered GIT anyway
Please go out and live life for a while....whatever you choose to do must be better than stewing in your own self pity. There are loads of REAL people out there who would love to meet you..
Whatever you decide to do, be it art, music, poetry, clubbing...people will warm to you. Forget this life of self pity and obsession for a while.
I know that you are ill, but from experience I also know that getting out and about & meeting people is the best cure.
My Regards
THE FORCE