I have been crying for days and been feeling worthless and very lonely. I know Andy Rourke doesn't care about me or read this. But just for a breif time in my life I felt happy because I thought Mick Rourke was Andy Rourke! I though he liked me and cared about me after all!! and then I find out Mick Rourke was fake!!
And I totally embarred Andy Rourke in Wellington and I embarased myself!!
I am feeling so sad.
I have been contemplating but please only contemplating ending my life. I don't want to live in heartach and pain any more!!!