the above pic is a reminder of why I could not stay here in Chengdu or another huge Chinese "mega city" for another year
sure, three more months, that's a contract I was willing to sign, came with a bonus and a 10% raise, but it means I will be here til the end of July
now to "my music charts" of the last 3 months:
for the locals its really been two weeks of celebrations, but today marks the end to those with the
*=Lantern Festival, just a short while ago I was all set to go out and have a night of it, but not now
now for me its just another lonely VD
mood: cold cuz its cold, wishing I was a good liar so this did not happen & drinking but not drunk, I got work tomorrow
music: Where'd you go (feat. Skylar Grey) by Fort Minor
no surprise, but still it hurts you know? but happy she did the right thing, right?
I mean come on, I am a terrible boyfriend, and could I ever respect a woman who would endure the shit I pull?
mood: just opened a bottle of Jameson, so you tell me?
music: Skylar Grey, someone turned me onto her stuff a few days ago
What can I say, it was a crazy night, the barrage of fireworks lit up the sky and streets for hours on end, I have not heard or seen anything like it since the "Gulf War". Yes, I woke up screaming late in the night, dreaming of shooting people in green light
mood: this thing that happened just keep going around in my head
music: I started with "From Any Road" by Handsome Family since hearing that song forced me to write about what had happened a couple of days ago, after that was bunch of Nick Cave
Where to begin?
I don't know, but I gotta write it out, so here goes.
OK, something happened a couple of nights ago, but as I write this I should start before then.
So a little over week ago we had a