i hate being here on saturdays. i hate being by myself while non-sense runs through my head. i am so sleepy and i hate it. i'd rather be at home in bed. i am such a whiner.

so i haven't spoken to the X since like monday. frankly i don't give a damn anymore. he was telling me things that just really disgusted me. besides my feelings for him have really changed. i don't even care about him anymore. i don't want to have anything to do with him. he just gives me a bad vibe. i think this will be the last time he is mentioned in this journal. he doesn't deserve my time and i'm happier when i'm not with him. there are a million other guys out there that can make me happier than he did. he really sucks!! so goodbye to you. you don't want a girlfriend you want a whore. HA!! sorry dear but you'll get no more from here. have fun with your whores(yuck, gross!) nothing should have ever happened between me and you, again. things should have just been left alone. you should have never called me. i should have never called you back. hope that everything works out for you and that you take care. i am thankful for the times we spent together when we were officially together. i still didn't get my denim jacket back. oh well. i'll get a real one this time. so wear those white creepers out good and when they ask you where you got them from just tell them a really good friend gave them to you. goodbye.

so my weekend plans: go see a movie and relax. its going to be a long weekend although i work on monday. i don't mind because that's more $$$$ for me. i really want to see the new matrix movie. i heard its really good. well i'll have to be the judge of that. so i'll turn 24 on june 3rd which is like only a week and a half away. i don't think i'm going to do anything special except get some drinks after work that day. apple martini's. yum-yum.

so everyone in journal-land, have a great, long, memorial day weekend. take care.