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07:06 PM
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Lovely Hate
I asked him today, if he'd yell at someone twice his size if he knew they'd punch his lights out for it, and he answered: "If he was so stupid that he'd do that, so pre-school, no, of course I wouldn't if I knew he'd get so mad over some little thing." But he'd yell at me, though I've told him that doing so sends me into serious depression for weeks following. That doesn't stop him. No
The only thing that would stop him is knowing it's going to get his face punched in. So, I hope he thinks someone is 'intelligent' enough not to plow him for it, in future, and finds that after yelling for 10 minutes solid, the 'stupid' person he's been yelling at, has made it so that he'll feel depressed rather than the 'stupid' person who has that shouting assholes voice ringing in his ears. Oh, how I wish, meanness will have it's expressions bounced back on itself like a boomerang. I mean, unsolicited, unprovoked meanness. He had no reason to yell at me other than he was frustrated. So? I get frustrated, that doesn't make it fine to yell at my dog for ten minutes.
So now I know it's not what he's been claiming (that he can't control it when he yells).
I told him calmly "Go to fuckin' hell." as I exited his apartment.
I hope his next girlfriend goes psycho on him.
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