Numb, verging on hating, but I do love myself and some others. Have to keep reminding myself that there are good people who try ever so hard to be kind. Or else, I feel such a weight.
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  Emotional Blackout

Freedom,
That virginal ground to stand on,
To look out from,
With a balanced
Ability to respond
To something
Worth losing one's guard for.
Freedom comes from trust.
Honesty bridges trust between hearts,
The bridge has been sabotaged,
Someone thinks he's sharp.
He's just alone,
Dragging me along for distraction from himself,
From something he doesn't trust,
From captivity.
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Funny that Slashdot has this to say at the bottom of my screen:"No problem is so formidable that you can't just walk away from it." -- C. Schulz