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Lucretia
{Lucretia2000} {at} {hotmail.com}
Likes puddy tats, the smell of fresh rain showers and reading true crime.
Hates liars and phoney people who put on airs!
Character most like-Eeyore from Winnie the Pooh.
Collects small ornate boxes and puddy tats made from a variety of materials.
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Tuesday July 06, 04
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10:51 AM - whether you stay or you stray..
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Apparently I will still be LOVED! Yes he pulled the L word out this weekend. Why after longing to hear this word from the opposite sex ALL my life did I cringe and silently die a bit more inside? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!! Well Dr. P sure has a few ideas on that one. One of the slew of tests I've done with him showed I have antisocial behavior tendencies, I guess this explains why the only thing I can love unconditionally is my cat!
Michael chases me and I feel nothing but yet I chase Paul and am full of emotions. Always the fish swimming the wrong way.
My head is spinning but then that's not too unusual. I wish the weekend never happened. Everything on the outside was fantastic but the pulling and tugging inside has me overdoing the xanax trying to suppress any feeling that I can.
Fortunately I had enough distractions on my way to work to pull me out of my head. I realized this week that one of my bus stops is a popular corner for the street trade in the evening. One morning I seen a young hispanic girl pacing back and forth on the opposite corner while another skinny bleached blond girl paced up and down the alley. I didn't see a pick up though. However, that evening while waiting to cross the street there was a used condom laying on the blvd. This is the same corner where a young native indian boy catches his yellow school bus during the school year.
There is also a new fella that walks around the block in the mornings and yesterday morning he was all bundled up then in the afternoon while going home I had to do a double take as he was dressed in a pink skirt, I kid you not! I wonder if he was "working".
Yes I suppose my life could be worse and sometimes I wish I was a little more gone in the head then perhaps I could live happily in my knowing little world.
Well this eve I shall escape into another slew of new reality shows though at some point I'm gonna have to deal with my own reality but not today, ok.
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I have the feeling that Paul is a bit of a distraction for you.