I am feeling quite unremarkable, well FED UP. And just feeling wrong. You know the feeling. Just feeling really really depressed. God I hate feeling like this, and I hate the whinging that I am doing now. I mean it is all my fault, I mean if I wasn't such a schitzoslut then none of this would be a problem. Gahhhh! I hate doing this, I mean I am such a selflish arse, but I say that I do it not to hurt the others involved . I can't let go and I can't stop doing it. Oh well, this entry is far too serious...