"Everybody has different "sides" to their personality. We all act "differently" when were around certain people like parents compared to friends"

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Everyone has different sides to their personalities, this is true. Sometimes we may be serious and sometimes playful. Some people may show a change in their personalities when they are drinking or using drugs. Yes, but dissociative (or multiple) personality disorder is different. In it, more than one distinct identity exists within a person's body. These identities control behavior. The person has an inability to remember important personal information, and it's a problem too severe to be explained by ordinary forgetfulness.

The person with a dissociative identity disorder has a primary identity that usually carries the individual's given name. This identity is usually depressed, guilty, passive, and dependent. Other identities, or personalities, generally have their own names, likes, dislikes, and skills. Different personalities may act like they have different ages, genders, or races. There may be as few as two identities or more than one hundred. The personalities may or may not have knowledge of the others.

Stress tends to bring on changes in personalities.

Truly, this disorder totally creeps me out. I could never fully understand what it must be like for someone with an all out case of this disorder.

If they dig deep enough they can find anything. If it works for you, then what's the problem? If it doesn't, get it sorted.

Sometimes i believe that there is too much thinking and not enough doing. What ever. I'm sending you a hug.

There.

~~All I know is that after that incident I had an inner strenght of sorts that even today I go back to the strength of that 6yr old as she seemed to have more strength then I ever will have.~~~
  You do have it you survived and are getting help, that is not an easy thing to do. Not knowing your situation I can only say that to have survived this long you had to have some strength somewhere and now you have to incorporate it all together, and you will :-)
  Good luck to you.

I've been through therapy sooo many times. (We've discussed this before) What I would really enjoy doing now is to be studied by someone. I would like someone to listen to all of my shit and figure out exactly why I am the way that I am. Next Friday I am beginning my six month long stint as a guinea pig in the drug trial for the new version of effexor that is being developed.

Just think, there is only a 50% chance that I will even get the actual medication!!!