I trust it was me you were referring to about the photo, and I want to set the record straight. I sent it to one single person, with the proviso that she wasn't to pass it on - and she assures me she didn't. I've known her for 2 years and I know I can trust her. I'm sorry if you felt this was an intrusion, I really didn't think you'd mind as I know you get on with her too.

I humbly apologise for my lack of judgement, and hope you believe that I only sent it to one person. I have private photos of many people from this site, and if I shared them you'd hear about it soon enough.

Hope you reconsider, you were an asset to the journals.

Lou xx

You are not innocent. You brought up my mood disorder and depression after I asked you to stop. And you taunted me. Just because GD showed very poor judgment in saying that I was "bipolar" premised on my own speculation and not the diagnosis of a psychiatrist, does not mean that it is so. I suffer from depression. I am moody. I take medication. Everyone knows this.

But, I don't like people making fun of me over it constantly, and they have, and they do. You know people here get all up in arms about "threats" but never see their own conduct. As if, it is never justified. I don't believe that for a second. You are also not a woman, so don't act like a complete pussy. Men do say to other men things such as "I am going to kick your ass" even though I did not say so. If polite people don't want to admit it, so be it, but it is true and it is commonplace. People also say/do much worse things to one another.

I tried to reason with you to no avail. When I said that I would "make a meal of you," I went on to say that I meant that I would expose you in great detail for the liar that you are on the message board, not that I was actually going to fly to Scotland and eat you, SP. It is a saying, a turn of phrase, like Morrissey saying that Christina Aguilera "makes a meal of every note."

You are not an innocent party. You told me today that everything you have stated while on this site is a lie, to me, and to everyone. While I fully understand that nobody has to reveal their name, profession, place of residency, age, etc., your position that you can just come to this site and be a different person every single day without regard to other people's feelings is mistaken. You say that you were betrayed, but you betrayed others as well. And as you know, I had nothing to do with any picture of you.

You left the main page and started this journal at my suggestion. Nobody forced you to come to this chat or even this site for that matter. We can have a thread that goes on for miles, and if I am banned from posting again, I will post anonymously. I will not simply allow you to defame me in front of those that would read your journal and make yourself out to be the victim, because you are not. To you, everything and everyone is "vulgar, vile, common," etc. Everything & everyone is beneath you. You have stated "that a patriot loves his own country, a nationalist hates everyone else's." In so doing, you have found an intellectual justification for what is tantamount to racism.

You insult others but you do it in your own smarmy way of sickly superiority. This makes you no better or worse than me.

The bottom line is that your skin is not thick enough for this site. And you have left in disgust from the chat nearly everytime you have entered it, whether I was there or I was not.

If you really have left you will never read this. Once again you are overreacting. Typical you. You are not a man. Please understand this. You are not a man. Keep saying that to yourself. You are not a man.

Goodbye, Good Luck, Good Riddance.

Please don't come back.

Please reconsider! BG is a sad, virginal, bedroom-bound loser with no friends in the real world. His life revolves around Morrissey-solo and his opinions aren't worth listening to! I don't give a fuck what BG says about me, please adopt this attotide. Fuck BG, no-one on Morrissey-solo likes or cares if he lives or dies. And by the sounds of it, he has no friends on the outside world either.

I do understand your point - one shouldn't burden oneself with more trouble than necessary. And if it is too much for you, you probably just have to leave.

I've always enjoyed your journal though and feel sorry that you'll not post anymore. Will miss your glamour!
x

If you ever wish to call the cozzers over this, let me know. I've always enjoyed your posts and speaking with you in chat. You will be missed.

Take care,

Mindy