The week's going ok - no near-breakdowns, excellent. Passed my audit, start proper on Friday. Thank FUCK! 17 months training (and the 3 year degree) and I'm finally there. And I had yet another letter, this time informing me I'll get my £1000 bonus in my pay packet next week. Nice.

Still feeling ill, very tired and have a very sore throat still. What can I do about that? Suggestions welcome. And no, spunk doesn't work lol. Also whilst I'm asking for help, does anyone know what happened in EastEnders? Specifically - where did Den go? Also what happened on new years with Zoe and Kelly (white trash from hell), and what exactly happened with Janine and Barry? Sorry to be vulgar, but I really need to know!!

So yeah things are well. Me and Rallen have become a lot closer too which is great although I'm still being reserved, which I think is healthy. Money is a bit of an issue, I hate debt so much and I really want the new glasses I promised myself a year ago. Unfortunately that's £250 - £350. I'm also still pining for New York but I guess that'll have to wait too.

I think I'm getting a bit more arty again. Rodin is the latest. He's the one who did The Kiss and The Thinker amongst others. Found out The Kiss is at the Tate Britain so we may go and see it at the weekend. God don't let me turn into a middle class London person.

God I'm boring myself now.

GDx