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Wednesday December 17, 2003
11:28 AM
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Freeeeeedom

Am I free now?

I've heard from HIM. I've heard his excuse, and his sniveling, and his crying, and his begging to be friends.

I hope this means that everything is fixed for me now and I can stop beating myself up. That would be nice. I sort of feel lighter in a way. I don't feel like going home and going straight to bed like I have been lured into doing lately.

On the same note, do people who cause such pain get the same pain in exchange at some point? Will I get to witness it? Do I have a reserve of exctacy waiting for me from all the shitty boys of life? I don't have to think about it anymore anyway. It's all over now.

*whew*

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Oh well (Score:1)
At least i still love you anyway.

Even though "Bigmouth strikes again!" (Now and then !)

Wardy xxx *hug*
sonofward -- Wednesday December 17 2003, @01:32PM (#82258)
(User #4901 Info)
" Life is very long when you're lonely... "
    Deep Fullfillment (Score:1)
    I think that what happens to even the score, when someone is deliberately cruel, is that they are that less pleased with life. So, say someone seems to be doing well, though you know for certain they've got some karma to pay: The catch is that they'd be doing even better, if they hadn't been unnessecarily, and delibetately cruel. It doesn't mean that the victim won't suffer, it just means that the perpetrator won't be as fulfilled as they could have been, before they threw away their good karma. That's what I like to believe. If they want to make up for it, I guess that would be possible, ideally.
    redpathetic <redpathetic@yahoo.com> -- Wednesday December 17 2003, @03:55PM (#82268)
    (User #6184 Info | http://www.myspace.com/redpathy )
    Happy in this final acceptance of his own absurdity...Albert Camus
      yes they do! (Score:1)
      Even though Ive never broken a heart
      but every single time I think something
      bad about someone eles. Within seconds
      something happens to me, like I trip or
      hit my head or bump into something. Yes
      you may think Iam just clumsy and I em.
      But it never fails! So I do believe that
      people who hurt others hurt themselves twice
      as much.. Iam glad your feeling good though!

      Elvira
      xx
      morricey98 -- Wednesday December 17 2003, @07:31PM (#82279)
      (User #5680 Info)
        sweet revenge? (Score:1)
        Oh I'm sure you're relieved to hear it is NOT YOUR FAULT. That's what we believe when we feel rejected, that we're unloveable, even if others have proved the opposite - we can't see it anymore.
        Oh and revenge is maybe sweeter in your imagination than when it really happens. ...
        x
        sweetnesss <reversethis-{ed.xmg} {ta} {egapeitteb}> -- Wednesday December 17 2003, @10:12PM (#82284)
        (User #4385 Info | http://www.sweetness-online.de/ )
        Life can only be understood in reverse.
          Thanks guys (Score:1)
          I guess I'm not looking for revenge, I just want to know that if someone hurts you in a bad way that they feel just as badly for doing so at some point.
          VWchc -- Thursday December 18 2003, @07:36AM (#82305)
          (User #3195 Info)


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