And we go on! It's Tuesday, ok. I feel so disorientated by the lack of web access, it's most strange. So here I sit in an EasyInternet hell on Oxford Street, catching up with my mail and contemplating what to write in my 15 mins remaining. The space and O keys are fucked so it's quite an effort.

So, many things happened recently which were overlooked in the aftermath of the burglary. I had sex with 2 women for a start. Hmmm. Yes, my furry cup runeth over. Very different experiences for different reasons, but neither without their merits. Unfortunately one of them then saw fit to go and mess around with my ex of 8 years but hey, people are nuts. It all feels a bit incestuous but it wasn't down to me so I'm forgetting about it. Just a gentle reminder that people aren't always what they seem. Also been having lots of amazing fantastic sex with a regular guy, which is quite wonderful and very stress relieving.

So onto work. Got a letter the other day saying my probationary period is over and I'm now a permanent member of staff. Did I tell you that already? It was a strange feeling, relief and a sick feeling. I so should not be doing this with my life. I read my weekly horoscope today and it said that I really should be looking at a change of career to something I really want to do. I'm thinking about it all the time and I WILL do something else. I just have too much going on right now, I need things to settle and some space.

I ordered a new laptop last night but it'll take over a week to arrive. Bloody irritating. I need it for so many things. Well my low credit warning just popped up so that's me. In good news I meet Natalie on Saturday YAAAAAAAAY!

Lots of love, miss you all
xxx