So Far From Where I Intended To Go

I think I really am f***ed up.I feel like I don`t know which way is up and which way is down.I have hurt myself twice this week.I have let everyone down and disappointed them.I am a colossal f**k up.One minute I`m up in the clouds,the next I`m lower than low.I can`t sleep I can`t rest.The noise in my head won`t die down.It says you know what you need to do to feel better.I don`t want to listen to it but it`s so strong.You`ll feel better ,You`ll feel better.Then I listen.You need to do it again it says but time after time it takes more and more to feel the same.I don`t want to listen anymore.

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I Don`t Belong Here
~Radiohead~