The Little Plastic Box Under My Bed
by, April 19, 2012 at 04:08 AM (487 Views)
Took out the little plastic box that I keep underneath my bed.The one that I keep all the things that I will need to make those thoughts go away.In it I keep my razor blades and my band aids.
Carving on my arms and legs.Please make those thoughts go away.I want to breathe.I want to sleep.I want to feel some peace.
Sometimes it hurts.Sometimes it does not.Other times I feel alive.Other times I feel numb.It gets the job done.Till the time comes and I need it again.It is my drug.