So Far From Where I Intended To Go

I cut again.I must have done a pretty good job because when I took off the bandage off it started bleeding again.I mean it really started bleeding.There I was bleeding all over the bathroom floor.I just waited for it to stop again then I cleaned up the bathroom floor.I am just disgusted with myself that I let it get that far.Now I am wearing long sleeves to hide it.I am so stupid!

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Watch me bleed
Bleed forever
Although my face is straight,it lies
My body feels the Pain and cries
~Tears For Fears~