CrystalGeezer

I just went to bed, almost fell asleep when I pieced some random thoughts of the day together and it occurred to me that my little imaginary children episode has been revisited. And so I had a crying jag just now. I was sooo confused, I hadn't figured out the up down system yet. Catpower sings a line about it in her song Water & Air, about being underwater and the devil all around, filling your head with false ideas and feeding them so they'll grow and trip you up. It's hell. Today I moved ...

That is all.

I've come to wish you an unhappy birthday
I've come to wish you an unhappy birthday
because you're evil
and you lie
and if you should die
I may feel slightly sad
(but I won't cry)
Loved and lost
and some may say
when usually its Nothing
surely you're happy
it should be this way?
I say "No, I'm gonna kill my dog"
and: "May the lines sag the lines sag heavy
and deep tonight ...

I don't go about and act like a child, I just act like myself. But I'll see things, indicators that remind me who I am. In my brain I'm just myself. But for instance, when I was driving into the canyon the first day, over the lake I thought I saw a KITE. I looked and looked to see if anyone was flying a kite or if I could see it again and nothing, but the image of the kite stuck in my brain like a ghost. Also in brain puzzles the last few days has been this random H I couldn't place. So I just look ...

I was Keith a lot.