> And I'm not scared of you, or of this happening again. I don't get hurt.
> But I know you do. 1) Because you have told me so, 2) Because that is the
> 7th sense I get. I don't get emotional about my fights with you anymore.
> Improper told me to never lose sleep over anything that happens on this
> site, and so I don't. I just do what I want, though I hold back much more
> than you would ever imagine. Good, bad, ugly, great, indifferent,
> charming, funny, troll, insightful, offtopic, redundant, informative,
> interesting, engaging, annoying, obnoxious, aggressive, assertive,
> abrasive, king, back scrubber, liked, loved, loathed, sweet, belligerent,
> etc.
The only thing that ever hurt me was the comment you made very early in our acquaintance which resulted in my sending you the infamous email which you unsanctimoniously posted numerous times. The only reasons it hurt was 1) I had actually believed that you were a kind person and I was surprised that you would say something that was so obviously designed to be hurtful and 2) as I explained in the email, I am more than aware of my physical shortcomings and I don't need them enumerated by some f*** who's never even met me and who, at that time, hadn't even seen a picture of me.
> We are vast, we contain multitudes. (Walt Whitman)
> But, I will say this, unlike the other people who frequent this place, I
> don't give a f*** about your feelings, Chill. I know that you deserve
> everything you get,
Funny, I feel the same way about you.
except a dead mother at your age.
> Nobody deserves that, and for conflicts between us that led to that topic
> being brought up by you, I really am very sorry. And for that, I did shed
> a tear for you, I did think about your feelings, and my heart really did
> bleed.
I don't need your tears. My life is 100 times better now than it was when my mother was alive. It sounds cruel, but I have every reason to believe that she would be continuing to try to ruin my life and tear apart my family with her brainwashed fanaticism if she were alive.